June 13, 2008
This is another journal while in rehab – I’m sorry for the handwriting and the roughness. It’s kind of hard to read. Most of the things listed our my goals. 1. Quitting my job, must hate it. 2, dreams, along with a lot of depression, haves and don’ts.
June 13, 2008
I’m going to show some of the journaling in my own handwriting that I found in a journal that I kept while in rehab. I read over the journal and man was I messed up! I didn’t realize how many drugs they had me on. My parents and friends said I look comatose and looked real out of it. See, I don’t remember all of this. I think they like to keep you doped up so you want cause trouble. Well that didn’t stopped. I caused trouble anyway. Than, you couldn’t tell me not to do something, because I will do it. I love challenges! Anyway I’m going to share a nuts view when they’re in therapy. Some of it looks kind of normal. But also it I talk about some of my dreams and where I want to be in the future. I was so sad. Now, 13 years later I’m finally living the dreams that I had back in 1998. Most of these notes are about suicide, loneliness, guilt, black outs, my family, what I hate, what makes me depressed, bipolar, etc. It’s a little hard to read, but I tried
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